♥LifE= ?? ~**

teNsion tension tension and im real tension right now!!! my mood totally donw to hell... time flies.. . alr 1 and haf years since i enrolled ukm.. honestly, i don't like to further my study in government uni .. lacks of freedom.. so many unfair cases.. and u hardly get the courses tat u reli interested wif..

Biochemistry ~ wt u reli knw bout tis course? a bored course? challenging? i myself oso dunno... too difficult to be described in words... but it jus nt reli a course tat real suit me... im nw in a fit of remorse.. y do i said so? mayb im juz start fed up wif the fan-ness and busy-ness... lots of lab praticals... reports (which i hate most), tis feel grows stronger when u group wif tos kanasai partner)... bside, the book is stiff reading.. u NEED TO or MUST hav a reliably good memories instead of efficient understanding ability.. this the thgs tat fidgeting me... making me feel nervous and uneasy.. next coming midterm which dated on 2nd and 3rd march seems like a big disaster for me.. omg, juz a midterm can bring so big effect to my mood & my routine life as well.. i dun hav the mood to study or search info or revise.. seriously, i lost my interest in study.. getting bored and fed up wif it .. whre's the old me?

Bsides, thre r lots of thgs tat bugs me..tis year, 2008, seems like a bad year for me.. evrythgs doesnt go smoothly.. lots of misfortunes...lots of unwanted thgs happens... and nw, im seriously lacking of self-confidence and i hardly believe ppl arounds me, evn the closet 1.. am i too emotional? too childish? i juz hardly accpet the1 i blv most =the 1 tat lie to me most.. im juz lacking of some self-protection? whre's the safety feels tat i nid most? i guess, i reli need to learn to be :-

1. mor mature in thinking
2. curb my temper
3. build up my confidence
4. stout-hearted
5. hav positive thinking
6. mor determined
7. etc... . ..

I don't want to be a laggard... i shud c the bright side of thgs and cheers up!! don't wanna lost my ownself ~**
p/s . . dunno wt myself talking bout at tis moment in tis blog.. .. mind blanked.. & messed up..

♥♥ Colbie Cailat - BubbLy ~** ♥♥

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

And it starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
[Another version of the song says: "Under covers staying safe and warm"]
You give me feelings that I adore

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And they start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

♥♥.lubb tis song.♥♥

♥FriEndShip ^^ & Trip ~**

3.36pm now…. the hot is stifling and tis make me cant concentrate well in doin my immunology lab report. It's time for me to post somethg in my blog, i tink. If nt i will end up like Jackie, always kena blaming n mumbling by geng of efficient bloggers aka mentakab geng of 38 frens =)

-Quin Leng, Cheng Kit, Jassyne, Ruoh Shyan, Connie, Ling Ying, Cia Yee, Daniel, Lik Chun, Tack Seng, Kai Kiong and Jackie.. Our trip to awana kijal.. syok!!-

Actually, my mind is blank and i hav no idea about wat to write n wat to post, reli headache, arghh~! Sorry to all my beloved frens coz I always not able to join any gathering or trip tat organized by u all. But, im reli happy to join u all the trip to awana kijal and the day b4 val’s day 13-o2-o8 to jenjarom. Seems like it is worth for me to sacrify my revision time for midterm, at least i hav a vry nice time wif u all, laughing, kepo-ing, yoga-ing, etc. and oso unforgettable memories tat will kept in my heart forever tat cant buy wif $$.

Our shadows on the beach -awana kijal- i myself oso cant remember which shadow is mine =.=''

- Geng of best frenz - Trip to awana kijal...

Trip to Awana Kijal ~~ a smal but enjoyable trip wif around 12ppl (5 o-> and 7 o+ ).It was the 1^st time I joined them for the game of mafia (did I spell the name mafia correctly?) The sad thg is the murderer card keep followed me, hw come??? And I dun hav chance to try othr characters : the doctor and the spy, so bad. But i won the game for several times hehe when partner wif ling ying, lik chun and chye cheng if nt mistaken xD Tis made everyone point to me and suspect me tat im the murderer in ALMOST EVRY GAME , not fair nt fair, hw come u all can suspect some1 innocent like me? Haha.. It is a fun game, tat’s y all of u so addicted to it, sacrified own zz time and then continue the game fr night to morning. And anthr thg tat made me felt funny is ling ying quote during mafia game à “ bu shi wo bu shi wo” which in English means ‘not me not me”, ermmm I dunno how to describe her tone n voice when screaming out tis words =) Btw, tis the 1st time i hav the chance to taste the famous ''yong tau fu crab'' at restoran Malaysia and kemaman kopi at hai peng kopitiam, etc…

- Awana Kijal Resort.. we stay here..weee... -

<-- the ''yong hai'' (in cantonese) ...freaking oily...Errr =.=''








restoran malaysia and jackie wif peace sign ^_^V -->











<--- shyan's vietnamnese coffee ^^

















leng....cia yee...connie...shyan... and fatty kiong (the 1 in yellow circle).. dunno wt he doin thre when v took tis pic.. -->

.. In short, lots of memories tat r undescribable and unforgettable ^_^ <3>