Thursday, July 16, 2009

♥ Dumb and dump.. ♥

Sometimes pictures really do the talking..
Sometimes pictures really tell thousand words...


♥ My life before year 2006..
♥ how sweet to be a cloud floating on the blue..


♥ My life within these 3 years..
♥ So grey so dark yet full of tears..

A 7 and half years relationship kills my last heartbeat, take away my last breathe.. For now, i couldn't understand what is LOVE anymore..*mess* Been crying for few days on the same things especially yesterday night, the worst ever... I should stop crying now... Time is the best medicine ?

Things always happen with least expectation.. During the time im stuck and dunno what to do dunno what decision to make.. Someone suddenly appear like this gimme a nudge and then told me lotsa things throughout the conversation.. It was not something good but something fills my heart with sorrow and it's like used a knife to stab my heart, something which no one can accept and bear with it...

Is it the God wants to lemme know everything which i should know? He wants me to realize everything and wants me to make a move? All these are fated? Haiz.. I feel so pain...
Life memang full of obstacles and uncertainties...But that's what make us learn and grow and become stronger...? Somehow, I had did my best, with no guilty... What i did and bear are even more than enough already i guess... Sometime im just too stubborn and wanted to hold on something i shouldn't.. Right or wrong? I don't know....
I hope i can really stay strong and walk through all these....

Guys, appreciate what u have now because no one can predict what will actually happen in the next minutes, hours, days, years, future...
Exhausted. Off.

6 comments:

  1. Connie, be strong there.
    anything can just text me...even we're just net-friend

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  2. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
    ♥♥♥still will crying???♥♥♥
    ♥♥♥how come............♥♥♥
    ♥♥♥thought u recover...♥♥♥
    ♥♥♥ will be around u...♥♥♥
    ♥♥♥ hmmmm..............♥♥♥
    ♥♥♥ cheers ba..........♥♥♥
    ♥♥♥ rainbow is coming ♥♥♥
    ♥♥♥ after the rain.....♥♥♥
    ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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  3. only do what makes u happy~
    wat for doin sumthin tat stil doesnt lead to happiness
    there can be sweet blue cloud if u take action to find it
    bt if keep staying in da dark sad cloud, hw to be happy?
    everything is in ur hands, up to u to change

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  4. I know ur feeling....
    The ppl who never face tis problem never know how pain u r feel...
    recently, my last year history repeated again...

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  5. haha,fatty...dah biasa with ur feeling dah...hehe...just want to know who is the some one...tell me secretly lar...

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