May 2008 ~ C_melody•向幸福出发

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

♥28.5.08 ~**

On 7:50 PM by Connie Lam 3 comments

Oh.. A new day a new beginning =D

♥ Photo taken yesterday.. Wet after a walk in the rain..

Thanks to BAGA davidoff.. Yeah^^ i know im no longer kid and im mature lolx... (im just hate when someone said im immature...)
As usual woke up at 6.50am and went to work at 7.30am....
Today kinda free, grabbed the chance to online in office again... MSN-ing and Facebook-ing >.<''' Shaked leg the whole morning until 3pm then need to complete some easy task...
Worst thing is i gotta handle urine samples !! Argh~! I prefered blood samples okie T_T . . .
No photo will be uploaded here because it is kinda yuck-ing lolx... and i don't want my hp be polluted by those yucky stuff...

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Sore throat and mild coughing >.<'''
Advised not to eat any fried food stuff and drink any cold drinks...
Control control lolx....

But.... .. . . ..
Ended up bought these as my dinner.. .. @ night market (-_-|||)

♥ This burger kinda special.. i havent seen this kind of burger before... it costs me 2 bux only hehe... Yummylicious^^

♥ Once awhile eat this kind of food some sort of satisfaction too..

Im enjoyed with my dinner =D

♥ Sick ~**

On 12:30 AM by Connie Lam 2 comments

♥ Yesterday and today, im sad...

With just have a look on the picture above, guess u knw how i feel right now and guess u can feel the sorrow of mine...
but, not only today... yesterday a worst and sad day for me too...

`* Yesterday ~*
Walked around hostel at around 10.55pm until 11.30pm alone...
Just want to steal a moment to breathe in some fresh air to relax my mind and chill myself down...
But ended up sit on the bench somewhere nearby the cafeteria? and cried... freaking useless..

`* Today ~*
Walked in the rain way back from work... nearly 20mins? or longer.... Wet!!
The rain was lashing against me .. Meanwhile, the sadness was stabbing my heart... What a damp and gloomy day...
Ended up fall sick... Kinda giddy and straight go to bed after shower, hugging my 'cow' as shown in the pictar below...

♥ The one with me is the bigger one.. the two smaller one stolen away by someone..

After a 3 hours long nap im still have the same feelings... Can't help..
And recently quite frequently have difficulty in breathing.. and...heart-ache...
Im really sick of the revolting behaviour of him/her.. But Im really trying to be as tolerable as i can to the maximum since i really don't wish to ruin or spoil any relationship that i sincerely appreciate...
Maybe im just too narrow-hearted/ hot-tempered/moody during my sick/illness?
And.. insomnia again right now that's why im still here at a later hour to blog...

Seriously and frankly speaking...
Im don't want to be a laggard..
Im don't want to be a coward and bury my head in the sand like an ostrich...
Im trying to be stout-hearted and go through all these harder times.. just that sometimes, somethings need the hard work and effort from both party....
Hope that i can bear and survive till the end and welcoming the ''sunny day'' back...
But dont trying to force me to take the cruel way - the BYE BYE way..

Well.. i gotta release my suffer-ness out!! thursday !! party time!!
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Changed my skype status from not available to "SKYPE ME".. Just for fun...
Who knows really got a lot of people drop by and greet hahax... nonstop-ing... =.='''
They are from KL, pakistan, China etc... .
Some i even don't know what language they are using >.<'''

♥ i had block'd all of them.. im kinda heartless hahax.. Not really want to chat with them since i got few to chit-chat with in msn =D and thanks to them!!! Arigato ~

♥ 95% blue day ~**

On 8:25 PM by Connie Lam 8 comments

Again... insomnia again....

5 in the morning... what am i doing right now ?
surfing net.. reading somethings that can brighten me up.... night-dreaming... thinking and considering about smthgs... confusing bout smthgs... brooding on whether life is worth living..

Supposingly today is a nice day..
At last, i grabbed the chance to have a light dinner with Emily, his boyfriend and ying ying....
Here we go - Old Town White Coffee shop which located at Menara Hap Seng...

♥ Cozy environment for chit-chatting but the music there erm herm made me sleepy zzz .. and yeah ice blended white coffee =D

Lolx never thought that they all are english educated one >.<'''
So funny that Emily's bf cant understand and speak mandarin... and his slang is so . . .. made me LOL..
They are so nice, friendly, easygoing and funny =D made me feels like im kinda bashful and quiet..
Between, they are such a sweet couple, definitely, no doubt...
They are so respecting each others, concerning bout each others in a appropriable way, giving each others own rights to meet or get to know new friends, and they even hang out together with each others' bunch of frens etc... *kinda jealous*

Everything is just fine in the beginning, we chat, joke and laugh...
Im feeling comfortable to chit-chat with them at least, even i need to speak in english >.<'''

However, worst and unlucky thing is happened out of a sudden and everything were just out of my prediction that someone will be understandable...
Haiz.. A hard cheese incident just happened and ruined my dinner... *embarrassing*
I trying to be calmed and chilled myself as i really dislike CONTROVERSY and TIFF !!
Between im freaking tired and energy-less to fight or ...
I deemed it prudent not to say anythings since TRUTH WILL PREVAIL...
Why cant we human just be tolerable to each other? Why always want to be a selfish one?
Every thing have its right or wrong.. Why every thingy of mine sure a WRONG one??

Haiz.. Im feeling so down to hell..
That's why i forget to take some photos with them and guess i don't have the mood to do so...
Never predict that i will have such a worst ends of day...
Since the last few stupid and thorn-like incidents which going to engrave in my heart forever, i trying to be as cheerful as usual and pretended everything is just fine and wokie..
But things seems like gone worst and worst until sometimes i really think that i shouldn't be so kind anymore and shouldn't curb my temper anymore...
Im quiet but it doesn't means that u can do anythings u like with no limit and boundary, with no respect..
Every thing is so unfair to me!!

Life should be a journey without worries...!!

Some advices :
Don't judge the 'crime' until u know the circumstances...
Don't be a stern disciplinarian... Else u will make the ppl surrounds u suffocating...

♥ Insomnia ~**

On 5:58 PM by Connie Lam No comments

Too bad...

Recently addicted to coffee... its ineffable aroma...

But always cant sleep after just a cup of coffee a day...

sobsob T_T

HELP!!!

INSOMNIA!!

A few days later on guess i will have a 'panda' look again T_T

♥ Here In My Home ~**

On 6:45 PM by Connie Lam 2 comments

♥ Malaysian Artistes For Unity Project Release ♥

♥ A very nice, awesome and great song...
♥ A very simple and nice MTV..
♥ U like tis song? =D

♥18.o5.2oo8 ~**

On 11:44 AM by Connie Lam No comments

18th of May... a wonderful and graceful sunday...
After a week of working days, i'm really keen on going for shopping to satisfy myself...
Let's just kick back and enjoy the weekend ^^
The happiest moment for girls and ladies =D but only if u got lots of cash in ur hand and ur wallet is available.. lolx... Somehow, we shouldn't be a reckless spender...

One Utama... There i went for shopping, with my dear.. Quite crowded in almost every shop and we were jostled by the crowd... Even pay also need to wait for a long queue...

♥ I'm just bought two formal shirts which both also in black color. Absolutely it is my style - always crazy with and cant resist black color stuff =D

♥ Ladies long sleeve shirt, brand AGENDA, $ 29.00, size XS..
♥ Never heard of this brand before, but i'm just like the design of the shirt so muccchh, yet the price is reasonable *wink*

♥ Ladies 3/4 sleeve shirt, brand PADINI, $99.00 ( after 50% discount it only cost u $ 49.50), size S...
♥ Padini a familiar brand with lot of choices and options. Its decorative design quite like boyish or guy-ish but since he said it suit me quite nicely so i bought it ~_~
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We were craving for palatable and mouth-watering food after shopping for half day...
Hence he suggested to go for a dinner nearby SS2 ...
A restaurant named Yu Ai which sell tomyam, curry and soup seafood mihun, mee etc... yum yum ~~
To be frankly, i don't really like spicy food but the tomyam and curry seafood here really drooling *thumbs up*

♥ Their customer not only chinese but also Indian and Malay.. i saw youth, family, uncle and auntie...

♥ I ordered a TOMYAM SEAFOOD MIHUN.. Small de $15.00.. Big de $17.00..
Kinda expensive right ? but worth it... A lot of seafoods inside, big prawns, sotong, oyster, chicken/fish slices, lala lala... yum yum ^^ Not very spicy but quite sour...

♥ He ordered a CURRY SEAFOOD MIHUN... $15.00 also... Curry 1 got additional tau fu pok... Not very spicy but still taste good!!!

♥ Ju-Lian & cOnNie @ Yu Ai Restaurant =) We were so hot and sweating after the meal >.<'''

♥ Clean and Clear lolx =D

Amazing!! Such a huge portion of tomyam seafood mihun also cant feed my stomach to the full.

Oh my goodness!! Seriously i need to control my diet, else if i get much fatter i will burst my clothes..

But my diet plan always ruin by those yummylicious foods.. *disappointed*

Hence we went to SS2 Wai Sek Kai to buy cool and refreshing sugar cane drinks aka our favourite drinks ^^

Yeah ~

♥ 1st week of training ~**

On 1:43 PM by Connie Lam 6 comments

One week passed.. So tired wif my training...
I don't nid to handle any heavy and uphill task...
But i just dunno y i feeling so tired and exhausted each time when i off work and reach back to my hostel...

♥ In formal shirt...

Currently staying in UKM hostel which located at Jalan Temerloh..
Right beside Titiwangsa Lake...Eyes on Malaysia ferris wheel thre....
And my hostel is juz facing the KLCC....
Standing and looking outside the window, there i can enjoy the view of KLCC >.<'''

♥ My hostel and KLCC....

First day in Institute of Medical Research (IMR)..
Feel so strange...
But evrythg is just fine after i assigned to Unit of Biochemistry the Diagnostic center...
Luckily my supervisor is a very nice and easy going person....
Can make joke wif him and i didnt feel tat stress when discussing somethgs wif him or asking him questions....

♥ Ground floor of my work place >.<''' Got many cute tortoises inside =.='''

♥ My very own personal working place in office....

Wat i gotta do in the 1st few days is juz doing case study and literature review....
Kinda bored... sienz ~ Not challenging... but quite headache doing it oso...
After pay a visit to the vry vry vry vry old library...
Too bad my supervisor dropped me an advice before he leaved...
Guess wat he said ? He asked me dun go upstairs myself alone coz there is haunted... OMG!!
And tis building existed since 100 years ago... Historical place swttttt..... no wonder~

♥ The haunted library >.<'''

♥ This library exist 100 years ago...

♥ Reli quite errie and ghostly ler...scarry..... so many old jurnals...

♥ The horrible stair to upstairs....

Nice thg is......
I get to knw few new buddies from other university....
Choy Loong, Guo Ren and few others from UM *forget their names*
Eric from NUS singapore... His eng vry the geng!!!
Shuet Yuan from USM...
Few from UKM... i forget their names dy... =.='''
and my lab partner ADAM from UM...
thanks for his accompanion to library =D

♥ lolx.. Random shot inside the library... doin case study =p
My partner Adam and i are the oni two persons inside the library....

♥ Poor thgs... i gotta finish reading tis 4 thick books in 3 days.... haizz...

Government working place custom style..
Come to work at 8am... punch card then go to yumchar until 9am....
1-2pm lunch time....
4.30pm or 5pm off work .....
Fri lagi geng.... 12.15- 2.45pm lunch time break.....
So tis make me eat alots.. and it is totally different wif the previous me...
I hav to tke my breakfast to kill off the 1 hr morning break time...
I hav to tke my lunch even im still full....
I hav to tke my dinner at around 5.30pm or 6pm.. (so early)
then i hav to tke supper coz dinner too early.....
Guess i will be how fat at the end of my training... sobsob T_T

♥ The view when i on the way out for dinner

♥ Sa lao wei hong... >.<''' snapped when saw him while we r on the way back to hostel....

Overall...
Im just need to handle a small project by my ownself about inborn error of metabolism disease....
I gotta test the blood of baby and diagnose it....
Freaking tension coz i never develop to all tis skill and instruments before when i studying in university...
And now i have to handle it myself... preparing all the reagents and stuff myself...
Carry out the test myself after a briefing by supervisor....
Besides, i gotta assist an officer to do her project - Galactosemia Screening Project...in around two weeks time...
Sigh.. hope evrythgs will go on smoothly and my mini project will success =X

♥ Sek Hou ~**

On 12:27 PM by Connie Lam No comments

Ever heard bout SEK HOU?

A restaurant which located inside Times Square…
Here I went for lunch wif my parents and bro..

At first I thought it is just an ordinary kopitiam like oldtown...for coffee drinking and toast eating…
“French toast + ice blended white coffee’’, i want tis so much in my puny mind before I step in and take order...
Hav a look on their menu...
OMG then I oni realized SEK HOU is actually a HK cuisine’s restaurant..

After hav a quick look on the menu, I changed my mind >.<’’ Lot of palatable foods lot of choices for u…
At least there are somethings different with the food that served in Kim Gary or other HK restaurant…
And i get attracted by the seafood cheese baked rice!! my favorite too^^

♥ The environment thre is okie ~

♥ Left : Fak Tiu Qiong >.<'''
♥ Ice blended Strawberry & Ice blended Oreo chips....

♥ My dad's Ying Yong...

♥ Left : My bro's XO sauce fried rice..
♥ Right : My Dad's xxx.. (the name is too complicated >.<'')

♥ Left : My seafood cheese baked rice !! ^^
♥ Right : My mum's Fish chop rice...

A nice lunchie wif my family before we head to my training place and my hostel...

♥ Reminiscence ~**

On 8:29 PM by Connie Lam 4 comments

At laSt, my eXam is over....
How i feel? Hmm, some sort of indescribable feelings....
Im feeling so tired and exhausted after a exam war tat last for around 3 weeks...
Now it is over and finally i can have my normal life back.. aka got enough rest and sleep....

Sem break + Holiday!!! Things tat everyone eager and want the most...
However, i gotta go for my industrial training... from 12th of May until 28th of June...
Wish everything will go on smoothly and everything will be alright... *PRAY HARD*but not *PLAY hard*.....

This is not the first time i step into the life and world of working...
But this is the first time i working at government place and it is a research center...
aka Institute of Medical Research which located at Jalan Pahang...
Between, it is also the first time i will experience some sort of job and stuff that r related to my course *Biochemistry*...
I appreciate the chance... One thing, for sure i will take tis chance to learn as much as thgs tat i got no chance to learn in university... due to inadequate equipments provided in lab, lacking of professional lab assistants, etc...
Im feeling so excited... but nervous too...
Hope i wont encounter lots of problems such as the prob in communication wif others... *cant be too shy*..

Lastly...
Suddenly recall back some of the sweet memories i had wif my frens at ukm...
From my 1st year 1st sem until nw... *2 years lapse of time =D*