♥ I leave... pain* ♥

i leave... because im tired, tired and tired...
i leave... because u aint appreciate everything..
i leave... because u aint realize ur mistake and insist every thing u done is correct and acceptable....
i leave... because u spoilt the happiness the true love ur ownself, with ur own hand...
i leave... because im speechless towards u... and u r changed..
i leave... because u r so strange and aint the one i know anymore...
i leave... because im afraid of deep cuts and hurts that u brought to me.. and.. my frail heart couldn't take it anymore....


I had told every single words that i want to tell.. i had did everything i suppose to do....
Keep the "blog" keep ur story ur ownself in the bottom of ur heart if u don't wish to reveal about it...
No one going to force you anyway, including me...
Perhaps u will just lost something or someone important slowly slowly and slowly one by one....

Happy with the thing u doing now? Everyday busy finding people etc.... I don't wanna mention what is that because u know it well what stuff yourself are doing.. And i don't have to dig it out i don't have to find it out i don't have to know because it surely doesn't make me feel good anyway and truth will prevail one day... But u keep on insisting u urself are correct and others are immature..... U have no conscience about things u do........
After all, are u happy? U really happy? Ask urself...
U will just be lonely lonely lonely and never have the true happiness... Nobody can understand u more than me....
Guys aren't need to purposely show their macho or how ambitious they are...
And things u do doesn't make you look macho at all...
Tension and pressure had lead u to the wrong pathway, harras and mess up ur mind and mental... U didn't realize it...

Think it properly....

What do urself actually want? Go and fight for it...
Thing will not fall on ur hand itself until u show ur effort....
The chances are always there..... It depends how u make use of it...

Im tired....

leona lewis -better in time...
i keep on repeat listening to this track...the whole day....
i dunno why....