This will be a post that full with sorrow..
So.. skip it if u don't want ur cheerful mood get affected...




This year really a super duper bad year for me..
What i have is juz bad lucks.. bad lucks.. and bad lucks...
Today is a worst ever day...
Stomachache the whole day... and this will be last for few days...
I hate it.. This makes me cant concentrate on my studies.. Cant do my assignments.. and emo ....

Next.. Loads of assignments..
Mathematics 3 tutorial papers....
Japanese language........ Really hard to memorize and im really scare that i will fail this subject...
Article review....
Thesis Proposal.....
Com Sciences assignments...
I'm really tension.... tension and tension!!!!
I'm really cant take it anymore... Im really cant bear with it anymore..
Besides studies, there is another thing that bothering me too.... Sigh~
And thing made me realize that im stupid... I'm too innocent... etc....
Worth or not for me to keep it? I'm don't know........... I'm really don't know.....

And today... This is the 1st time i call back home and cry....
And my mum was shocked by me... She thought what serious thing had happened to me....
I felt so sorry to her.. I know i had made her worry bout me...
But im really cant control myself and im really miss home & wanna talk with her....
I cried so badly in the phone... Until im nt able to talk properly...
I'm really frail... . i admit... .
I'm fail...