♥ I don't know.. ♥

Finally, im done with my presentation.. Kinda okie^^
Kinda tension and worry about this presentation couple of days...
50% out of 100% ... No kidding, seriously cant take this presentation lightly....

All this while, im consider didn't put full effort on my studies...
Always rushing my assignments etc at the last minutes... But i did a good job always....
This sem, everything is just goes on smoothly with no obstacles in the beginning.....
That time, I'm so happy i'm so cheerful and i'm so enjoying with the felicities and im contented with everythings i owned... Simple but enough to make my day...
So im planning to be a new me, to fully concentrate in studies, to have a good life with someone....
But when im about to start doing it with full determination, misfortunes keep on happening and everything is just not as what i predicted and... im losing my confident....
I fell down and im injured.. Im looking for the way&the medicines to cure me... but i dunno it still available or not.....

I don't know what i want now.....
I'm just like being play and fool around.....
But, im really stubborn, im daring to do nothing even it is hazardous.......
Peoples always see me as silly and laughing on me...
But.. what i do is just based on few words " FORGIVE, FORGET AND move FORWARD"...
And... a quote from Samuel...
'Never give up on love... sometime it deserve a second chance'
And so... I give a try....