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Tuesday, August 5, 2008

On 5:02 PM by Connie Lam     12 comments
i leave... because im tired, tired and tired...
i leave... because u aint appreciate everything..
i leave... because u aint realize ur mistake and insist every thing u done is correct and acceptable....
i leave... because u spoilt the happiness the true love ur ownself, with ur own hand...
i leave... because im speechless towards u... and u r changed..
i leave... because u r so strange and aint the one i know anymore...
i leave... because im afraid of deep cuts and hurts that u brought to me.. and.. my frail heart couldn't take it anymore....


I had told every single words that i want to tell.. i had did everything i suppose to do....
Keep the "blog" keep ur story ur ownself in the bottom of ur heart if u don't wish to reveal about it...
No one going to force you anyway, including me...
Perhaps u will just lost something or someone important slowly slowly and slowly one by one....

Happy with the thing u doing now? Everyday busy finding people etc.... I don't wanna mention what is that because u know it well what stuff yourself are doing.. And i don't have to dig it out i don't have to find it out i don't have to know because it surely doesn't make me feel good anyway and truth will prevail one day... But u keep on insisting u urself are correct and others are immature..... U have no conscience about things u do........
After all, are u happy? U really happy? Ask urself...
U will just be lonely lonely lonely and never have the true happiness... Nobody can understand u more than me....
Guys aren't need to purposely show their macho or how ambitious they are...
And things u do doesn't make you look macho at all...
Tension and pressure had lead u to the wrong pathway, harras and mess up ur mind and mental... U didn't realize it...

Think it properly....

What do urself actually want? Go and fight for it...
Thing will not fall on ur hand itself until u show ur effort....
The chances are always there..... It depends how u make use of it...

Im tired....

leona lewis -better in time...
i keep on repeat listening to this track...the whole day....
i dunno why....

12 comments :

  1. So... After make the decision...
    dun be regret...
    think wisely...
    anyways many friends will support your final decision...:P

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  2. ♥ i will stay strong always...
    ♥ thanks for ur support and concern...
    ♥ my heart feel so heavy when i made such a decision... i dunno whether it is correct or not... but... i got no choice..... .i have to... i have to leave......

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  3. seriously I am very confuse by ur post above...

    becoz most of the thing is written vaguely and got lots of 'isi tersirat'

    but sounds like relationship trouble.. in my opinion la (gosh I hope not)

    well.. I am not a big fan of relationship..

    so i will quote a sentence that my fren once told me...

    'never give up on love... sometime it deserve a second chance'

    ;D

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  4. as a friend we will always support ur decision, stay strong.......

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  5. I also got same feeling that samuel said - relation problem.
    Oh my god!! Hope this is my wrong sense..
    I also face this problem last month...haha! But like samuel said got second chance.

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  6. hmmm... samuel, wat so isi tersirat? just read the surface lor...

    stay strong owayz connie..

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  7. Paul..
    ♥ thanks ...

    Teddy..
    ♥ i dont have to mention evrythings out tat details.. this is juz a post bout my feelings...and.. i try to transmit my heart feelings my message to certain ppl.. and save him/her out from his/her devilself and hell life....
    ♥ god bless him/her...
    ♥ i will stay strong~ i will...

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  8. By wat ur friends wrote there I already know wat happen dun need to read the blog...sweetie, I am glad u finally make decision! Just remember there are always ppl stand by you...So dun be so sad....u hurt short better than suffering wor...Myself and Colin was so worried abt u...anything at all do keep us update...Love u sweetie!!

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  9. Emily Khaw...
    ♥ i know u and colin always care about me.. im so touching and thanks for colin calling me today...
    ♥ yes... im hurt and sad, tis is undeniable.. even im the 1 who decided to end... my heart is still shaking... i couldnt make a definite decision.. haiz...

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  10. Past is history..
    Present defines future..

    cheer up n be strong..

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  11. Chiewwl...
    ♥ thanks for concern and support...
    ♥ i will ;)

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